Wednesday, April 18, 2007
last week got sick and lost muscle mass equavlent to 5 weeks of lifting. now my arms are so thin. went back training on tuesday realized my dad has more cuts then me (he's 43 for god's sake!) tink should train even harder to at least match it. and to tink some of my friends thought tat my routines were enough.
lately i have been tinking. is tat feeling...real? my brudda and my ex together is thje big thing - could it have caused myself to go numb? man i'll kill her for tat but i should go on, right retard no. 1?
told my best bro about and discussing. wonder if i would really go for it. but it aint going to be a ride, tats for sure.
spitting vulgarities and so on!
5:15 AM
