Tuesday, May 22, 2007
It comes to an end that says I have genuine feelings for her. Not out of jealousy but pure, simple truth that I like her. I shall dismiss the betrayal act the ex has made; I would get my chance to show her I'm not so guilable to be dumped, and move on to a next phase. They say that with every relationship, the next would be a more meaningful one.
Thus I have been wondering: I like her, so what? She might not even realize my presence and such or and most probably have another person in mind. I did work my way through my previous one, but it ended up making me feel depressed that I felt real hatred and anger from my "dismissal". I would sacrifice everything and anything, but that might not change the way she feels about me.
I had gathered my courage and asked before, but only to get a nay. "better off as friends", was the phrase. this has also got stuck in my head and probably is the thing preventing me from going any further. i really want to, but the outcome always scares me.
5:11 AM
